Realization

I've realized that I have so much more to realize. Actually, there won't ever be an end to realizations.

My main realization for this year was...
College, it changes you. It changed me, more than I ever thought possible.

When I look back on the past 8 months they are mostly a blur of
unforgettable memories,
oodles of pictures,
laughs jokes smiles,
heartache pain bruises,
friends to fix it all,
and many lessons learned.
The people who I encountered,
classmates teachers friends & acquaintences alike,
unknowingly forced me to become 100 percent honest with myself
as I took a rollercoaster ride in discovering my true self.

Of course there is still so much left undiscovered,
but I feel like I got off to a wonderful start.

My college friends will be lifelong friends, that is the one thing I can be sure of.
I have grown apart from some of my friends from home,
but this summer should be helpful in determining who I will keep my connections with.

Thank goodness Jak (my roommate) lives only 30 minutes away at the very most.
And Jackie & Caila are only a couple hours away.

As for those who I won't often I hope that not too much changes because I hate relying on the internet to keep in touch. It seems so unreal. I feel like that is the big reason I didn't stay as close with some of my old friends as I wish I could've, but it happens to the best of us.

Although some ties were broken I am confident and excited about spending time with some people from home who I probably wouldn't have a year ago. I look forward to it, much.

I am evolving... always.
And guess what?! So are you (:
It's tons of fun, enjoy it.

Sincerely,
C