happenstance

hahahahahaha what a fantastic entry. i was hammer time no doubt.

anywayz that boy i mentioned, yea big stories.

his name is nick. he is 24 and he lives in destin fl. he and eileen grew up together and their families are super duper close so that's why he was at her party. anyways we ended up together the night of her party, drunk but coherent and we made sexy time and then woke up next to each other. i was out of it in the morning, but as soon as i saw him i was brought back to earth and he smiled at me and said goodmorning. now he was supposed to go to the tpc golf tournament or whatnot that was happening in jax and then get a ride back home from his buddy clay. clay turned out to be a sketch and called nick to tell him that he didnt have any room in the car for him, so basically nick was stuck. things happen for a reason and i was happy to learn that i'd have another day and night with him. we spent the day outside. honeysuckle. skateboarding. kisses. mimosas. it was a great time. and then we walked along the beach at night and talked forever. we connected on so many different levels, levels i didn't even knew existed. all he wanted to do was make me smile. and he did just that. we slept side by side after he spent hours rubbing my back and kissing my neck and shoulders. he told me how i caught his eye the very first time we were introduced and that he was caught completely off gaurd and knew he needed to get know more about me. the next day he planned on renting a car to drive home, but due to the forest fires in florida and georgia the route he would take to get back to destin was closed. he was stranded yet again, but it was good news to me. we golfed and played wii and walked along the beach again. i got swiff kicked and laughed and we caught a puffer fish and played on a sail boat. i learned so much about him. our connection grew and grew. he wrote me notes and sang to me and held me tight every chance he could. it all felt pretty surreal and i still can't believe some of what i've been feeling. never have i felt so incredibly close to someone so fast. he is back home now and i won't see him for a while.

we are planning a trip to tennessee to stay in his families unbelieveable cabin in the mountains. he and i and eileen and some of our friends at the beginning of august. i will count down the days until i see him again. until then we will keep in touch, and distance will be tough but i am confident that when we see each other nothing will have changed.